Day 99 VICTORY

  
Hi everyone,

In a couple hours I will be 100 days off my adderall perscription.  The hard days are now far behind me and I really am starting to feel like my old self.  A friend I haven’t seen in about three years came down to visit and she was shocked by the dramatic change in me and my personality.

I’ve been doing a lot of thinking and when I look back on my adderall days, I was so angry.  Barely sleeping, hated everything. I have always been a person with an angry, and depressive side but the adderall I truly believe put me on another level. 

Yes.   I still get tired during the day

Yes.  I am definitely taking a little below the max safe allowed amount of caffeine for a human to intake a day (but not as much since school is over and I am on winter break)

Yes.  I am still not 100% mentally stable but I feel better than I have felt in six years.

I am still having trouble focusing and studying, and keeping up with work.  It’s also difficult during sick season, and I am still working really hard to get back down to my normal weight.  It’s all just a process and I know it will take a while but atleast I’m doing it.

With my celebration of basically 100 days off adderall I decided to also release (to anyone that does read my blog in the first place) my true reasons of quitting my perscription. 

I want to be a pilot.   I want to fly airplanes and I want to fly for a regional carrier someday and hell the day I read on the FAA website that adderall is not a perscription allowed for a holder of a pilots license I had to make a decision.  I am not going to lie, I almost chose no.  But how God damn pathetic would it be to let a perscription drug you pretty much put yourself on for personal benefits in school and college stand in the way of your dreams.

I chose I want to be a pilot.

  
Never let any person, place, or thing stand in your way of your dreams.  Especially not a perscription drug.

  
 
Xoxo

– Your Friendly Anonymous Adderall Abuser ❤️