So I am not going to lie. After my post last night I went to work and had a huge crying spell over nothing, and a panic attack. I was literally on the toilet and prayed to JESUS the night would be slow. I can’t even remember the last time I prayed. Ever. But anyways, it passed and I ended up making it through the shift fine. I never was ADD I have always been ADHD so I was extremely hyper, forgetful, and ridiculous.
A short funny story:
First, it took four times of me running to my car to leave for work, to actually leave because I kept forgetting things. Second, I didn’t realize until half way through my shift I was wearing my underwear inside out. I showered right before work which is why it is almost even more hilarious. Anyways, I proceeded to telling my coworkers about it and they were cracking up.
One actually said,
“At least you didn’t put them on backwards!”
So, I fixed the problem, (when I realized obviously) and then we were having pau Hana after work and I went to use the bathroom and BAM. Somehow when I fixed them from being inside out I put them on backwards. I don’t know how it happened but it did.
Today I was a hyper active shit show. My friend told me I was insane for screaming about pens in class.
But im doing it.
And I am succeeding.
So fuck the rest. Good luck to all the others sharing my pain.
Your friendly anonymous adderall abuser 💋